Monday, August 29, 2016

Me Again.

I couldn't remember since the last day I'm writing here.
Basically yeah because-got-some-sort-of-depression (Totally not an enjoying blog to read)

Its true, I feel soosososssoooooooooooo frustrated here.
Everything doesn't went well with my new Team.
Mybe I need some time to blend with them/ with the operations as well (trying to keep POSITIVE)

But God,
Can you please grand another wish from me?
Can i get whatever jobs, as long as it is in Johor.
It just doesn't feel like home here :(

Wednesday, November 18, 2015

Dear Allah,

There are times where I find it hard to understand your plan for me.
There are times that I weep myself in prayers, but there are also times when i pray
for the sake of it.

I understand that Iman has its high and low, but I beg you to keep me on track.
Please let me cry to you, and remember you at my
happiest the way I remember you at my lowest.


Thursday, October 29, 2015

Oh Darling

"Yesterday I was clever,
So I wanted to change the world.
Today I am wise,
so I am changing myself"

'ppl talk, they created a stories, they convince others to believe, they got attention,
and they love to be surrounded by two faces'


you know, you hear this you hear that.
you see
and quietly

you observe what actually this ppl really are.


hey darling go buy some brains.

"2015 and still in the midst of separating whats real and really are"
-deeply sorry if I am hurting-

Suziana, Oct 29.

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Fresh Start

Assalamualaikum :)

New customize blog. Simple and neat. No more unnessasary messy things.
Good to my eyes :) . Will update soon.